On Your Mind lyrics - Lil Durk

 (from "Judas and the Black Messiah" soundtrack)

I got demons on my back

Only thing make me safe is the pill to take a nap

Hopin' it's a dream but it's facts

He ain't Ricky, saw no bullets to his back

A trench baby wakin' up to the killin' on his mind

Counted me out, I put the city on my back

The weed ain't gettin' stronger so he fallin' into crack

9 to 45 on probation, it's a trap

I made this before the Grammy's

If I win a Grammy, I'ma take it to the trenches, to the family

Might sip some lean out and bein fancy

Knowin' I ain't 'posed to be alive, sadly

Brother died, they said I know you used to death

I wanna blame the niggas, I just hold it to myself

Bad thoughts, like I'ma hold it to his neck

Shit, I'm tryna hold it to his chest

I'm just wonderin' if I'm too grown to shed tears

My soul ain't been the same, I been so damaged through the years

Wish distance between death, it made me closer with my kids

I fell out with some niggas, made me switch up on my cribs

And when I drop __cpLocations down the street from where I live

No tellin' what's on your mind (Your mind)

And why you tryna sell me lies? You know it's over with

If you ain't ridin' on family time, then it's over with

Bro act like he ain't bogus but he know he is

I'm holdin' back my tears to get my vocals clear

No, do you think he had your back? No, no-no, nah

Do you love him? No

Do you really call him your brotehr? Nah, nah-nah, nah

No tellin' what's on your mind

The graveyard that felt my pain, I put my knees in it

I parked the Lamb outside my block, I leave my keys in it

Prop O called, they tried to say I smoked some weed in it

I knew it's cap, after I smoke I spray Creed in it

No tellin' what's on your mind (Your mind)